carry on my wayward son

I'm sorry for the lack of updates lately... I've been busy with work and school. I'm settling into life in Kansas. And I'm beginning to call it Home. I actually kinda like it here. I went to a Killers concert and was very impressed by their showmanship. I haven't been to many concerts but I think anyone there that night would agree the Killers was awesome. I haven't heard any music that inspired me to post it here... Maybe my trip to California May 24-30 will bring inspiration.

birdman

can the nuggets, and my favorite players on that team, jr smith and chris "birdman" anderson get some love??

jr smith is arguably one of the most underrated players in the nba and birdman is clearly deserving of the Comeback-player-of-the-year award. i can't not like the guy. he plays with a lot of energy all the time and is swatting shots like i eat food.

what if i just disappeared for a while?

No, I'm not contemplating suicide again.

I just feel so INSIGNIFICANT sometimes.

I've tried to make my life meaningful.

But so far I've done nothing noteworthy.

I wanted to give back to my country and failed.

I've never been in love.

Depression is bearable, without meds, but tough.

The little things get me through.

I don't enjoy alcohol at all any more.

Jay-Z + Radiohead = Jaydiohead

Pure mashup gold

Things I don't like about Wichita, KS.

1. There's no fucking apple store within 200 miles. 2. They show Jeopardy at 4PM. Who the hell is watching anything on tv at that hour? And there's no afternoon cartoons like there should be at that hour... 3. Everything is so far away from everything...compared to CA at least.

The V-day Mix.

Here it is:

Essentials:

The Postal Service - Such Great Heights

Death Cab for Cutie - Love Song

Marvin Gaye And Tammi Terrell - Ain't No Mountain High Enough (With Spoken Intro) 

I don't understand a word of french...but i think it's a romantic language, and french-canadian electro make me hot:

coeur de pirate- umeabeat,se, comme des enfants (le matos andy carmichael remix)

Currently on repeat a lot on my computer

Adele - chasing pavements

that's it for now.

fucking fuck fucckkkkkk

the love mix is probably not going to be up til after valentines day. i'm pissed at the human race. my car was broken into last friday night. fuckers took my tomtom, ipod, and digital camera. yes, i probably shouldn't have had those things in plain view, but my car was parked in front of my house, which is kind of in an upscale neighborhood.